海。蓝天。爱

Grandpa & Grandma 50th Anniversary

2009-01-01T03:24:00.000-08:00

A wonderful night for everyone who attended the dinner I'm sure, and an unforgettable life memory of the children and grandchildren no doubt. From the preparation to the moment saying goodbye at the exit, I have to say, though lots of things were done in a kelam kabut and last minute state, we had done a great job!! Hugzz for everyone who worked hard together for the perfection of the night!!

An extremely simple love story from the early days, nothing romantic, nothing extraordinary, nothing like any plot in any drama, but it is REAL, the sharing of 50 years in their life....sweet, bitter and sour...

The dress code became more n more formal, initially guys jz wore long sleeve shirts and ladies dinner dress, then someone put on black coat,all guys followed, then ties, then flowers on the chest. .=.=lll Supposed to be jz a performance from the grandchildren, then added a song, then another from my uncles. .=.=lll Everything was so spontaneous and last minute, the problem of sound and computer system alone consumed most of the time we planned to rehearse.And still, we managed to catch a photo b4 tat :

I think my grandpa looks vr leng zhai in all white...:)

The night started with the playing of opening video repeatedly while waiting for all the guests, showing the pictures of both of them throughout the years

The red carpet walk was quite cute, we lined up alongside according to age,more so with my youngest cousin throwing shredded coloured papers in front.haha...

A few relatives good in singing then warmed up the dinner while few of us who supposed2 sing after them were nervous to death~~~~Oh ya, my uncles sang first, i forgot how was it ady bcoz at that time i was trying to slow down my heartbeats..T.T i think it was ok

3 girls and 3 guys singing '至少还有你" actually the songs on the night are mainly oldies. This is one of my grandpa's favourites, he's a hard core fans of 邓丽君. My hand holding the mic was shaking i know, but we managed to win great applause from the beginning, so....from tat i deduce we sang quite well,hahahhahaha...

Then it was the playing of short video which is the masterpiece of me and liyu( my cousin) after starring at the computer until our eye balls almost dropped out, to edit and edit again, and finally satisfied everyone and nah..here it is :

The atmosphere was really warm, the hard work was paid well,seeing everyone there doing the memory tracing together, laughed over the funny moment in the pic, cheered over the naked baby photo of my dad, the feeling was undescribable. It followed by the performance of sign language by all grandchildren which had been sent out for everyone in diff corner to practise, but still no chance for rehearsal...luckily the outcome was not bad. Half way of the performance grandpa and grandmom were leaded onto the stage, the song was finished with flower giving ,hugging and kissing from us.

The cake cutting

敬酒ceremony~~Yum Seng!! Thanks for coming!!感恩

Dad, represented his bro and sis to make a speech as he's the eldest. I thought he was going2 give lecture again, but unexpectedly the speech was sooooooo touching. Roughly about the purpose of the celebration ( we planned to have a simple family dinner only initially, but my grandpa wished to celebrate the moment with all the relatives who had been through and witnessed the difficult times together, he is the eldest and also oldest now, after seeing many of his ages had passed away, he appreciates more his remaning yrs gathering with his beloved ones), and something about 父母恩重难报经--the sacrifices of parents since the pregnancy, their gratefulness and how they loved grandpa and grandmom ( i swear to god i have never heard such thing from anyone of them b4 )

A very touching moment, almost everyone on the stage was tearing...me too....and i saw some of the relatives also wiping off tears.

Here are some other pictures to share:

~~Lovely~~

grandpa's brother who had been given away since young, but managed 2 keep in touch. Thisgranduncle sayang me alot though bcoz i m the only one he knows among the grandchildren. hehe...

a reunion fulled of gratitude--the brothers have not gathered like this for many many years. The dinner managed to get everyone of them attending bcoz my grandpa is their respected big brother who raised them up since he was 13 ( father died young). All 3 sis died ady

After dad leading his bro n sis went to 敬酒to every table, we , as the 3rd generation, went to 敬酒to our respective parents as well. Very sweet i can say...

The bro and sis of grandpa n grandma were unwilling2 leave and stil chatting until the manager of the restaurant said it politely tat they had2 close ady.hahahah...

The happiest person should be my Grandpa, he drank a lot ( we lifted the his alcohol ban jz for the nite, since he was on the cloud nine) but stil kept saying "Im not drunk, im jz happy...vr happy..''

Dad also getting abit over board as well, so excited jz lik big kid jumping around.

A beautiful memory~~

SeriOus some thoughts on Marriage

2008-12-16T04:39:00.000-08:00

My laziness has always been fighting over the desire to pen down a post like this, too many of you have been disagreed with me on this diff thought of mine. It's not my purpose to change your view, we are all entitled to differ. But I always wanted to clarify certain misinterpretion u guys have on my view towards MARRIAGE.

Let me start with my stand on marriage in your perception--someone anti-marriage, holding negative thoughts about marriage, having no confidence towards marriage, and hating the formality of marriage?
BIG NO!! WRONG WRONG!!

I might be d one who put 'marriage' in a more sacred status than anyone of you do. No girl has no fantasy about having an ideal and perfect rship and thereto, a marriage life. Yes i do dream about that all the time, someone who truly loves me with his soul, cares about me as much as he does before & after getting into married, a dramatic proposal, a romantic wedding in somewhr like skopelos, having a little kitchen where we can cook 2gether, a cosy sofa where we cuddled in front of the TV, holiday in our dream destination twice a year, lovely kids that we can kiss goodnite everday etc....tell me, who dont? I will not let anything to get into my way, for me, its as simple as this, either i live a married life like this, or I will just being single ( as in not married, not 2 say i can live without a rship though. Girls always need the radiance of lOvE, thats the secret of staying young.hahaha...)

The reason that I used to say I am not adamantly wanting a marriage is not that I don care whether having one or not, it is my perversely insistence of having a perfect one. If I am not fully prepared for one or couldnt find one, I will not rashly get into a marriage. You would say 'who doesnt know about this theory?' yup, but i can say most of the ppl blindly get into an improper marriage just because they wanted to get married so much, thinking without one, their life won't be perfect. I agree with the qualification that without a good marriage, life isnt perfect, a pathetic marriage ( which is so common around you ) won't perfectionate your life but wil only makes it miserable at the same time ruining the wonderful anticipation that we devoted to the concept of 'marriage' , creating more failed examples to the masterpiece on earth--the unification of a man and a woman as a perfect whole.
Marriage, for these ppl would be reduced into a mere piece of paper with strings of problems resulting from the legal bond. To try out a guy and then only tear off faces in court, hurting the kids and family v love, arguing over the amount of maintenance, risking the prospect of our respective career in case it fails? NO WAY. if you want to try, try with a rship without this kinda consequences..a rship without the legality.

I just wan't to make sure before i decide to get into the( not 'a' ) marriage one day, I am prepared physically, mentally and financially to take on the responsibility and obligation attached, thought over the sacrifices and enormous effort that needed to be paid and happily willing to take it. The right person, right timing, right maturity, right circumstances, right preparation-- until i have found all these combination at any stage of my life~~> no marriage, i allow no smudge in my marriage if there is ever going to be one.

OpiniOn Please??

2008-12-14T19:32:00.000-08:00

Should I perm my hair like this?

Im sick of my current hairstyle, bt at the same time im worried tat curly hairs will make me look like aunty..

btw, this was taken when i put down my hairs after coiling into a bun for few hours, i din't do anything on it. i am thinking mayb i shd do sth like this.....should i?look old?

btw, strangely enough, after so long nvr been to 1-U, all i bought was accessories...

Fila mini duffle bag which is of my favourite navy blue colour.RM41.70 after 70% discount.haha...i have new college bag!!!

a RM39.90 watch from NOSE

I have been considering for 2 weeks...though its cheap, the reason has been my old casio watch tat has accompanied me for 8 yrs. I know it will be dumped aside then..T.T sad for it...

ahha...and another RM10 for 1 pair of earing,1 anklet, 1 necklace.dirt cheap ya?

Random = rawak

2008-12-07T01:35:00.000-08:00

Today someone said 'i tot u hav ady 4gotten the existence of ur blog. hangat hangat tahi ayam!'

'.........'

ok, after class, i realy hav nth2 do, so decided2 clear up d photos in my camera, found some random family & frens' photos, which i think shd upload here.

coz, i suddenly miss my family so much when i started2 browse thru d pic......

cool LOTUS in genting highlands, parked outside resort hotel.

taken in RAKUZEN- i was actually testing my camera. T.T great but expensive meal

hahaha..a photo im proud of!!

venue : mr.karpal singh's house in penang.

date : 7/3/2008 ( a day b4 the general election 2008 which i was an assistant )

kuan kuan's ( my youngest cousin ) 1st bday, dad looks lik more enjoying d cake than the person he is feeding.haha..

one acts lik 歌神 ,one 扮cute---match ma....

miss d redbox days wif u guys

me n kuan kuan during cny, he is so 有型on his motorbike

whr were v?....hmm.....i think a hotel in shah alam kua...

During house warming--a happy day for me

New Room for jingen...i know it's simple, but im grateful enough

grandpa, grandma, dad and a stupid-looked brother

dad's XX bday.look at his cute face when blowing d candle. he actually begged us2 buy him the cake bcoz he loves cakes..wahahaha...d best pandan layer cake i hav ever eaten

COnvO 2008-Ball n After Party

2008-12-03T21:34:00.001-08:00

Needless to say anything else on the convo, it was truly amazing n fun!!!

Here are some photos to share, all from others' camera,hahaha...will be uploading again when I have collected more photos including those from my own camera.

Due to the rushing, missed out precious oppurtunities2 take photos with some ppl that I wanted to, haiz,tats d only imperfect thing ( including d old frens tat couldnt make it, ya, talking bout u!! bastard! )

Schedule of the day in brief :

7.50am-KM woke me up for bfast

9.20am-reached convention centre for rehearsal ( late due to zero parking space )

10.10am-rehearsal finished ( it was jz a briefing, most of the time was used2 queue up 130 excited graduates, haha.. )collected robe

11.00am-brunch at klcc food court wif willis, Km, Fj, yh n alvin

12.30pm-reached willis' hotel. no room for us yet, so had to squeeze into his parents room. they went out for lunch so tat v could rest i think,so paiseh...

2pm-woke up from nap, started preparing (no electricity plug in d room, fj fainted--she couldnt perm her hairs)

4pm-Km reached d hotel n picked us up

4.40pm-reached convention centre (extremely late again, i had received numerous calls tat lecturers ady called my name few times. promised waiwin2 reach earlier for photographing, shit..)

5.45pm-after all the kelam kabut( ran upstairs2 wear the robe and board, looked for safety pins, contacting dad, aunty and cousins),finally i sat down in my place,relieved........coz all of my "honoured guests" had reached in time

6pm- ceremony started...i had counted, around 10ppl almost fell on d stage, 1 seriously fell into the VVIP's plc.Y not they jz lay a red carpet thr, such a slippery stage esp for those wearing high heels..I went up the stage for 4 times somemore, increased chances of me falling down, luckily all safe n sound!!

8pm- ball started wif VVIP and graduates walking on red carpet ( now they put it ), took our graduate photo.

10.30pm--dad, mom n yi left to uncle's house, hahahaha...i nvr tot tat i would hav a chance2 cabut wif frens to the after party!!

11.50pm- reached Sky Bar, but was informed tat it's gonna closed at 12.30pm

12.15am--reached quattro, here's the parteh!!!!!20ppl partying lik crazy

2.30am-left quattro reluctantly, had great fun thr! ( cheng cheng scolded me for leaving too early wor,im alwaz a passenger in car, wat2do...:( )

wooo...men in black!! leng chai la leng chai la...

wif gillian n fj

wif Cat n fj (luckily manage 2 catch a photo wif both of them,thx for all the way here :))

Gorgeous?haha...this cheng cheng ar, so sharp, taken d spotlight.:P

a shot just b4 d ceremony started

Gandhi~~~

Geri and her DIY dress

me and some closer Second Uppers :P

Left2right : KM. Alvin, Waiwin, me, Eddie, Willis

Left2right: Kristyle, Cheng cheng, me, Chloe, ms meera, leelin, Fj

Our popular Mr Amerjit

Left2 right: KW, Yvonne,cheng cheng, amerjit, Fj,waiwin, Al, me

Dang dang....FJ n waiyee

in Quattro

Left2right; me, Yvonne,janice and cheng cheng

Drunken CHOI WAI WIN!!hahah....

Wat a Shame

2008-11-09T19:15:00.000-08:00

It was CRAZY! The so called authorities which are supposed to keep the peace and safety of the country, has nothing else to do besides polishing their shoes, ironing their uniforms and hitting people gathering peacefully singing national anthem?Let me tell u wat happened, and u figure urself whether this shd be the way to safeguard the country.

The vigil against ISA supposed to be at amcorp mall, but when we arrived v were told tat police had dispersed the people and now the crowd had moving towards civic centre. It was around 100 over people, this time it was another agenda, to commemorate the anniversary of BERSIH. The leader of BERSIH gave a short speech, regarding the memorandum submitted that has not been fulfilled yet, namely to re-check strictly the electoral roll, the do away with the postal votes, the re-holding of the local government election etc. He then passed the memo again to Ronnie Liew, the exco of selangor state assembly. Ronnie then informed the crowd about the progress of the state govt effort to push the local govt election and anti-ISA motion in Parliament. Another Malay guy ( don remember who is tat ) then gav a brief speech, RPK arrived and was urged2 gv his speech then. The whole process lasted about only 15 mins, then we sang the national anthem intended to close up the event.

The police and FRU were ready at the side all this time while the OCPD or whoever shouting some instruction which we couldnt understand. Out of a sudden when were were singing the anthem, the FRU rushed in the crowd. Me, Lina and Kelly ran off to the side when they started to approach.I heard the sound of beating sth, i turned back and saw they were beating up the shield, and the line divided into two so to 'embrace' those in the middle. We ran to the car and jz realised tat Kelly' car keys, wallet and hp were wif Shah while we lost him. Barash saw us and suggested that we all followed his car bac to the 'old place' to wait for the rest.

Jennifer helped us to make a call to Gush to get Shah's number but Gush told us that he has been arrested. When we arrived at the place, bloggers keep coming back and finally Shah. The info gathered was, there were 24 ppl being caught, including Tony Phua and Ronnie( who din ran but intended to talk to the police that we were doing nth and gonna dispersed, obviously they were not prepared to talk at all but were instucted to arrest ), a priest, an elderly couple ( the wife tried to stop the police from pulling her husband forcefully, but the FRU pushed her onto the floor causing her head to hit on the flower pots, they arrested her as well then ), young students who joined the vigil for the 1st time ( which part do these ppl look like a terrorist? ) and the most irritating part is, ppl at the side nearer to the FRU heard tat they targeted Indians wearing yellow shirts. Y? to justify their arrest, bcoz they can say tat they were trying to catch HINDRAF fellows ( which is an illegal group now ) who illegally assembled. ( we do not know those Indians r realy HINDRAF ppl o not, but its for sure tat tonite event has nth2 do wif them )

we actualy tot tat RPK is their main target since it would be a right excuse to get him bac to the jail after his release on habeas corpus. But his call informing tat he is ok gv us big relief. PR leaders all rushing to the PJ police station to catch up wif the incident and so do lawyers to offer bailing help. there were about 80 ppl gathering outside the police station, and u know wat the police did?
THEY FIRED TEAR GAS!!

these kinda treatment shd be applied on aggressive ressistant,terroristor communists who trying to threaten the public safety, but definitely not ppl like us who were gathering peacefully to submit memorandum and reminding the ppl in this country about the draconian ISA. U might think tat v might hav nth to do and too stupid to risk our liberty.

But all these while if it were not all these ppl who r willing2 come out and pushing lots of things behind, imagine how the country woould be? The ppl in power could do watever they wan bcoz no1 would say sth against. True they r stil doing sth out of whims and fancies, but there would b misgivings. If it were not bcoz of these fantastic bloggers, ppl stil being ignorant bout the true stories behind wats happenening in this country and there would be no 308.

Don ever think tat they are pro-PR, nope, they are jz Pro-whoever-tat-can-bring-forward-wat-they-are-fighting-for. an informed community, civilised govenment, basic human rights and the better future for the nextgeneration. most of the bloggers ady passed 2/3 of their life, half leg into the coffins, but they are stil dragging the old bodies coming out to fight for Malaysians, y??Vicky said sth nice--Looking at the face of the FRU, do they ever realize who they are catching n beating?some ppl trying 2 breach the peace of the country and making a whoo haa out of nth?they are catching n beating ppl who are fighting for the younger generation including their kids!!!!

Jz like this Dingo

2008-11-06T06:42:00.000-08:00

feeling blue....why?no particular reason.

perhaps u can say, its PMS

i can feel tat my surrounding is turning into blue colour, a colour tat I used to love so much,

but now only i realize, the power of blue to lower ur blood sugar, slower ur heart beat, reduce ur willingness to move n talk, everything jz seems so dull....n lonely...

男孩和女孩

2008-10-20T22:50:00.000-07:00

男孩，情路上跌跌撞撞，在他万念俱灰的时候，遇上了一个女孩。

女孩怀疑他的真心，怀疑自己是不是他心灵空虚时候的寄托而已。

男孩不介意，因为他相信，时间能证明一切。

他守候着，呵护着，全心全意地爱着她。

为女孩挡风遮雨，对女孩的时冷时热逆来顺受，自己的感受永远是其次。

终于有一天，女孩告诉男孩，只要你愿意为我再做一件事，我就不再怀疑你的真心--在至少十个人面前为我演唱。

男孩虽然害怕，但是并不是因为胆怯，而是怕自己表现不好而不被女孩接受。

朋友们当然鼎力支持，男孩也苦心排练，当他握着吉他望着她的脸。心理是紧张得纠结不已，双脚更是莫名的颤抖。他有好多好多话想对女孩说，有好多好多感受要让女孩知道：

Complicated Heart

Don't know what to say now

don't know where to start

I don't know how to handlea complicated heart

You tell me you are leaving

but I just have to say，before you throw it all away

Chorus:

Even if you want to go alone，

I will be waiting when you're coming home

if you need someone to ease the pain，you can lean on me,

my love will still remain

Don't know what you're thinking，to me it seems quite tough

to hold a conversation，when words are not enough

so this is your decision，and there's nothing I can do

I can only say to you

Chorus:

Even if you want to go alone，

I will be waiting when you're coming home

if you need someone to ease the pain，you can lean on me,

my love will still remain

女孩泪眼汪汪，脸上却尽是幸福的表情。终于，女孩冷漠的心融化了，男孩与女孩终于在一起。

衷心祝福

我突然懂了

2008-10-13T12:35:00.001-07:00

舍弃，也是一种爱。。。
爱到最深处，并不是继续死守着对方，
千般万般不舍，我以为，我是坚持所爱。
也许，我从来不懂什么是为爱完全舍弃自己的利益和感受，
也许，我总是爱自己甚于他人。
如果我放手，他会恨死我，这一辈子也许都不会原谅我。。但是，
我却能为他铺好他直奔梦想的大路，也能解开他烦累的包袱，他现在的痛苦我知道，他的无助我知道。我不心疼吗？想到深爱的人会恨自己一辈子，我不痛心吗？
与其两个相爱的人无止境地煎熬对方，不如，让我做一次复心人。
这次，如果我终于放手，原因无他，只是因为我太爱他。。。

If i were to choose

2008-10-12T23:03:00.001-07:00

if i were to choose, u better bang me....

choices...choices...choices...

do v really have the freedom of choice?

did u ever face a situation where u have no way to choose even if u have choices?

its not even a choice then, u have to choose but u can nvr choose, choosing or not, u r dead anyway!

I missed the vigil today!

2008-10-12T05:40:00.000-07:00

I thought im a hardcore for this kinda things, but compared to them, I feel like a loser, an idler....how could I miss it today? laziness? while I have been going out for so many times recently, for various reason, i.e. yum cha yum cha yum cha ( have to stress to show the frequency) , pool, steamboat, drinking, pasar malam...how could i cant even move my butt to go for candle light vigil tonite? Serious Guilt

a heavy calories afternoon--while i lick my lips, i can still taste the choco..the indulgence...is killing me softly...luckily i din order the death on ice chocolate drinks, but the choc brownies plus choc mud cake plus strawberry cheese cake in delicious are enough to jam my brain cells from functioning for a moment, i felt like i was on the cloud, i can realise nth but the smooth texture of the brownies with the cracking of walnuts in btw.arhhh...the world is so so wonderful....founder of this masterpiece--knee-down~~~~thx to you i might not even able to wear my prom dress!!Serious Guilt

Skopelos

2008-10-07T22:49:00.000-07:00

HEAT FROM MAMMA MIA

Skopelos is not only the largest island, but it is also the capital of the Sporades Island chain. Its charms are many and varied: firstly the /chora/ or main town of Skopelos, is considered by many to be one of the prettiest harbour side towns in the Greek islands. It is built amphitheatrically around a natural, perfect, simi-circular harbour. Dating back several centuries, it is protected by a preservation order, and so has managed to retain its old world charm.
Entering the harbour by sea reveals the striking Byzantine churches which crown the sheer cliffs protecting the town. It is well worth spending time to explore its labyrinthine maze of narrow, stepped streets to admire the mostly Venetian architecture. As you wander through the colourful, flower-filled backstreets of town, the houses are charming and beautifully kept and around nearly every bend is an enchanting little chapel. No matter how small these chapels may be, the interior of each one is exquisite and unique. The island is famous for its numerous churches, Skopelos Town has more than 120 churches; the island, over 360 churches, chapels and monasteries.

Agios Ioannis Church

P/S : im not a christian..if not this will sure be the plc im gonna hold my wedding ceremony..wahahah...so buddies, any1 who is christian or gonna marry one, pls....have ur wedding thr so tat i can attend...:P

Lookout Point

2008-10-03T11:59:00.000-07:00

Ahha...finally the place tat alwaz buzzing me was visited!! it has alwaz been said, mentioned, suggested, but nvr actuallly been there. I knew today gonna b a long day out when they said wana watch "PAINTED SKIN"---d movie?ok lo....

came out at 5 sth hungry like mad, so went hi-tea in midvalley, then helped those guys esp km looking for suitable coat 2 wear for convo nite.well, i enjoyed d fun of choosing clothes, giving advice n comment---for others, coz im not d one paying..haha

Dinner at restaurant 88 was nice, esp the king dou ribs, damn yummy! the table next to us was celebrating last bachelor's nite, the man hanging a board written 'im getting married''need advice,esp wat 2 do in the bedrrom' over his neck looked jz on d cloud nine...went every table 2 'yam seng' wif us....but....i dono y my mind had d doubt, whether its really worth celebrating or not. Getting married is like picking up million tons of burden n responsibilties on ur shoulders, there might b few hundred reason 2 take this stage, but d problem is whether this particular reason tat brings this particular guy into marriage is a good one or not.

when v reached look-up point, it was ady almost 11pm, though packed wif all sorts of ppl, its really a wonderful place to hang up wif frens. for couple, erm....abit not tat ideal i can say.....
but anyway....now its ady 4 sth in d morning..i think....after 2 days of exhausting myself in PD, plus whole day outing today, im dying for bed now

A Fantastic Night

2008-09-27T11:35:00.000-07:00

The candle light vigil in dataran merdeka tonite was simply amazing,!!
while i was stil thinking wana join or not(what if it rains?what about my books with me?), Kelly as one of the bloggers actually managed to persuade me to go with her ( cause she is sending me home..hahah..)

well, totally no regret at all. When we reached at around 7.30pm, from the car's window mirror, we saw the entrance to the dataran was actually blocked by police and FRU,a bunch of fellows was gathering at the edge there with lighted candles...but when we actually parked the car and went to the dataran,the amount of people there really surprised us...
But the biggest surprise is, as the walk went on, more n more ppl were joining in, the police couldn't do anything becoz the roads were blocked by the ppl in high spirit...mostly indians ( we were saying, perhaps indians juz hav d guts...while chinese generally don't ), but there are many chinese n malays as well.

The feeling is quite touching when u get inside with the people, especially we, MALAYSIAN are walking against the draconian ISA together, no matter what race u r ( there r even mat salleh walking wif us, tats d spirit im talking about! ), cars passing by kept honning to show support, ppl were passing the candles around to the new joiner,helping each other to light up the blown candles, shouting "memansurkan ISA""bebaskan RPK" together......

I have met few famous bloggers and figures in town,luckily i have kelly wif me, tats how i got to know these ppl like Nat, Tian Chua, Harris Ibrahim, Noroz etc....the crowd dispersed at 9pm when we were forced by the police to enter the back lane beside 7-eleven and din allow us to walk back to the dataran. there were seconds when we tot tat they r gona confine us in tat lane n simply throw tear gas at us, but fortunately, everything ended in peace, we actually shaked hands wif the police to thank them somemore..haha....

then the chit chat session was quite interesting also, knowing these ppl listening to wats currently happening in d country is inspiring...ya, we r not alone! and ya, we sang happy bday song to RPK with his wife as well, though he is in kemunting, i hope he feels it, god bless him....he will b out soon i wish.....happy bday RPK!!
And shit.......im on youtube!!

#3@%F%#@

2008-09-25T22:27:00.000-07:00

ya congratulates me again, come on!!
y??
My samsung hp is spoilt AGAIN!!!1st time was 3 days after i bought it, 2nd time was 2 weeks ago the touch screen was not in function....i jz received my phone bac from FMG 2 days ago, today its the turn of the main keypad!!!%$#&#%#*P@
2mr is the last day of my warranty period!!!!
Damn it!! y im so sui my god....... laugh la laugh la....u know u r laughing
frens, pls pray for me no more problem after I do the repair this time, nextime I have to korek own pocket ady....

Accuracy of Death

2008-09-24T19:56:00.000-07:00

im not watching this how because of takeshi kaneshiro, absolutely not. I almost fell asleep in the cinema, erm...im not sure its bcoz d show is boring n dull or i had attended 8 hrs class continuosly b4 that. If i were to be a little bit more awake, then i think its still a show worth watching--at home ( if u r a big fans of takeshi then u r welcomed to buy a ticket to see a bigger face of him on the cinema screen )
although he is a grim reaper but he acts more like a comedian, funny ya, a cute grim reaper i can say. there is sth quite interesting, his biggest wish is to see the blue sky bcoz whenever he is working, its alwaz a rainy day. i suddenly feel grateful, u might think " huh?we r not grim reaper, the blue sky is above us most of the time"...hav u ever thought of the blind ppl?those have to spend most of their time on the bed due to sickness o disease?those in china (wahahaha, bcoz their sky is alwaz polluted into grey colour)? the days i spent in brickfields make me realise that they r so many blind ppl in our country, sth i nvr know. so so many....that u wouldnt believe it...so please, have a look at the blue sky, its precious, very precious...

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2008-09-23T07:36:00.000-07:00

numbers..figures...
its like ages since i last haunted by calculation, i don even hav my calculator at home now.
but this taxation class within my ICSA course really shoot me down..for all accountants out thr---SALUTE
i think har....d life span of accountants are generally shorten by having to squeeze they brain juice till the last drop everyday, my god, law is much much easier n fun!!
2mr is the last day of taxation class n v have to pass up the assignment then, hopefully everything will b fine.
next--financial accounting ( waiting to hapuskan saya ).....

P/S someone called me love expert today,haiz...long time i hav nvr heard tat...now i understand how logocal it is for an expert in medic dono how2cure himself n an expert in fortune telling dono how2predict his own fate.

EQ 之战

2008-09-17T23:13:00.000-07:00

如果我能做些什么。。。就好了（就快了吧我想）
如今的社会，我好痛心。。
气愤只会让人变得更情绪化而不理智，但这毕竟是人之常情。。
士可忍，孰不可忍啊。。。我们的EQ太好了吧？
人性已经变得如此可怕，良心啊是可望不可求
人权。。。你懂吗？
什么时候，我们大家才懂？

这个世界

2008-09-12T19:57:00.000-07:00

游戏的规则，我以为，我懂了。
人心的难测，我以为，我懂了。
我栽了，栽在这个我似懂非懂的现实上，栽在我轻易给与的信任上。
一切原来，只是我不懂，而不是，这个世界的错。
谎话，每个人都会说，却不是每个人都能说得连他自己都深信不疑。
商业竞争真的只有奸者生存？为达目的不择手段才能鹤立鸡群？
这个世界真的在教着我，除了自己谁都不能信？我不想世界变得如此可悲，我心中的世界，仍要非常漂亮，人情温暖。。

KiDnaPpeD

2008-09-04T22:51:00.000-07:00

(04/09/2008 Setapak News) A girl named jingen has been kidnapped to genting at 10.58pm when 2 of her friends asked her out to yum cha. They headed straight to MRR2 and at 1st she still tot that they were kidding, everyone in the car are wearing shorts and she wore the shortest. What they did to her up there? kekeke...checking mails in starbucks!!.....she was shivering in the freezing wind...at last they felt pity to her and finally brought her down.The whole incident lasted 3 1/2 hour, no police has been called. But remind everyone out there, the safety in the town is deteriorating, please beware!

lOng ChAttiNg DaY

2008-08-30T10:17:00.000-07:00

Alright, y long chatting day? Im supposed to have lunch with Liping, KS, YT and Bird at 1pm..but due to typical youngsters' timing, we reached rakuzen at almost 3pm to find out that its CLOSED! damn it!! Rm 3 parking fee wasted! BUt since they insisted on eating rakuzen, we decided to go bac during dinner time. so.......end up sitting in pavillion food republic for 3 hrs, eating, chatting, kepo-ing, recalling old memories during high school ( as usual, this is what OLD folks like us do)...wakakaka

Another 3 and a half hour in rakuzen, stuffing ourselves with the set meal, and while waiting for our stomach to do the digesting job---long chat...sky south land north..oh of course, not 4getting the dessert--vanilla ice cream waffer. overall, fine dinner ( except the part i don eat raw food)

Finish?nono....the location changed to YT hse, mahjong kutu playing d blocks, footie kutu watching the match, i dragged on my ZzZzz-ness till 3am when they pulled me out for supper at jln ipoh.

5am---arhhh...my bed.....

i shd be happy....

2008-08-29T11:08:00.000-07:00

Ya i did very well in my exam, I got excellent results...
I shd b happy, i did feel very happy for half of d day. but I am not...
Shd b a small matter, i have learnt to stop an argument, i have learnt to control my EQ, I have learnt to grow...but why....
I don't understand...i don't...i feel sux......
I jz know that at this moment, i shd feel happy,but im not in front of the monitor.......
God, pls return my happiness..pls....

Anwar WON!!!

2008-08-26T23:08:00.000-07:00

YEaH.....................power of the people defeats racist policies!!wahaha..

GaThEriNg..

2008-08-26T22:28:00.000-07:00

D past 1 week was quite happening, with all the old friends coming down KL, from singapore, beijing, penang..I can't remember how long is it since we last gathered like this. Though there is nothing much we can do in KL ( u know this plc, movie, shopping, eat, sing k, NTH else ) , the simple gathering and chat make me feel warm enough. spent quite a lot of money...haiz...but nvm, worth it! I really enjoyed the short happy moment...i think all of us still having this flimsy hope, wishing 1 day....1 day, everyone of us in the gang can gather again, even if its just a short while, coz since we graduated we have NVR gather completely, alwaz miss out some1 or few of them.... even this picture also miss out liping n bird, alwaz 4got to take picture when every1 is there..
sunday nite sent nian n BK bac to penang, sent liping n bird,then sent shuen bac to damansara, today sent CT n horyann back to SP pulak....1 by 1, all left.....i think yeang tong and me feel the most uneasiness since we are d one keep sending ppl away, no one send us also....cheh...
now I have been left to receive my results alone 2mr, luckily these few days i have been accompanied by friends and kept having fun, left aside the fear of thinking about the results. Now that Im confronting the coming of 2moro...erm....no1 knows my fear,no1 even believe im damn scared..i think 2moro will be worst, the heart keep pumping like its gonna jump out from my throat, feel like throwing out and everytime if i feel nervous sure stomachache...amitabha, pls give me luck, i need lots of it...

dOnE~~tired

2008-08-14T10:58:00.000-07:00

quite a busy but constructive day for me since I'm having my holiday,woke up early and went swimming, prepared some ducuments and finally fighted over the fear of hot sun and headed to college. Long time nvr go back the place I hate most which unfortunately I probably still need to stay on for another year of CLP--petaling street...the college is still the same (ah bo what else can it change into in 2 months time..), same old dirty chinatown, basically it just remind me of how the street in australia, u can hardly see a tissue paper on the street..haizzz....
went to c reuben for the reference letter, met up jingjing for a little chat, then went to bank to settle some stuffs, then pavillion--what a nice change of environmennt..oh my hi-tea, sth to talk about, the john king HK egg tarts are damn awesome!! esp the durian tart...jz abit stronger durian taste and it would be perfect.i bought a movie ticket for my own, 1st time watching movie alone and I'm proudly giving my 1st time to red cliff.haha...thumb-up for john woo!! little shopping b4 I met up friend for another well-commented movie dark knight at 9pm...well, it's good apprently, but mayb 2 long movie for an evening isn't a good idea. i felt like ages in the cinema...tired and exhausted..so time for sleep...dong...........ZzZzz

EvO 5

2008-08-12T12:05:00.000-07:00

i couldnt take it anymore,by simply looking at the monitor, scrolling n clicking here n thr with no particular purpose,no...i told myself, not another boring day. so i decided to go out accompanied, used up my sushiking mystyle voucher...well, stil not cheap, but ok la..a nice talk worth more than tat ( though i had been tricked in2 breaking trust :P)

major gain for today

haha..a speaker that i alwaz wanted to own...now that i have an good reason to buy, why not?though its a quite spontaneous decision...but i actualy struggled btw black o white for such a long time, an evil friend kept confusing me about a looked-like-simple choice..arrhh...ok, white!! no regret!! don try2 confuse me anymore :P

p/s tuoonee pls take good care of urself, u really scared me out of my soul...amitabha.....luckily he is alright after the strange accident..i guess extra care is needed for everyone driving in ghost mth~~~~

想念那片海

2008-08-12T11:34:00.000-07:00

那里的天空，总是蔚蓝得引人发呆。。

野花，也缤纷得好像画笔下的色素。。

我却更依恋，那一望无际的碧海，蓝。。就是一片蓝。。

闭上双眼，我依稀又听到那壮丽的海浪声，陪伴蓝蓝的海。。。